The Sex In Music

Oh, the politics of working in a media conglomerate with untouchable fucked-up higher ups.

On a side-note,
Hmm, maybe... Ah whatever.

Yup. That's your friend right there.

A single moment that wakes you up and shows you your deepest, darkest secret. A single moment that renders you helpless and stiff from an onslaught of notions. A single moment that sits and waits for others like it and then masses, setting off in the back of your head. A single moment that triggers a regression back to less desirable times. A single moment that harpoons deep inside and hooks on the most vulnerable of places. A single moment that at first seems and feels as plain as any other. At first.

All it takes is a single moment.

So heal me

For you.

It's the possibility of having a dream come true that makes life interesting.
- The Alchemist, Paolo Coelho

So who can say the least?

Candy talks to strangers
Thinks her life's in danger
No one gives a damn about her hair
It's lonely down on track street
She used to go by Jackie
The cops, they'll steal your dreams and they'll kill your prayers
Take a number where the blood just barely dried

Wait for something better
No one behind you
Watching your shadows
This feeling won't go

Crooked wheels keep tuning
Children, are you learning
Climatize but don't you lose the plot
A history of blisters
Your brothers and your sisters
Somewhere in the pages we forgot

Take a number Jackie
Where the blood just barely dried
You know I'm on your side

Wait for something better
No one behind you
Watching your shadows
You gotta be stronger than the story
Don't let it blind you
Rivers of shadow
This feeling wont go

And the sky is full of dreams
But you don't know how to fly
I don't have a simple answer
But I know that I could answer
Something better

This feeling won't go

Wait for it (x4)


It's 9:45 am SG time(+8 GMT) now, waiting for work to officially begin. Actually, I don't really know what that means either. Officially? Hasn't it officially started already.

Goals
1. Tighter Drumline
2. Clearing debts, including the phone bill
3. Driver's license
4. Save for Thailand and a few other post-internship activities

Can lah. Right?

Among many other things, this has been the highlight of my life. On a separate note, I'm losing people to Hawaii, the Army, Harvard, Australia, UC Berkeley and various other Ivy League schools it's not funny anymore. All in a single year.

Come to think about it, Singapore really is a puny island. And with the rush of everything over here, no wonder others are opting for alternative lifestyles over in other countries. Truly, the grass is greener on the other side. Especially when all you have on yours is moss.

Tsk, aiyoh why so depressed?

I'm not, they're just thoughts. I'm just saying, trading progress for peace seems quite like the way to go - well, if you had the cash.

But all dissatisfaction aside, regardless, I am content. Don't laugh. I'm serious!

Haha. Okay.